*hangs head in shame*

I lied. I tried to do the whole 30 day shred with out the dvd but that just didn't happen. Instead of making that super healthy choice I instead proceeded to eat a ton of crap, buy crappy groceries, and sit on my ass.

I could just leave it at that but really I want to point out the whole truth. I bought ice cream, cheetos, BBQ chips and dip, hot dogs (full fat), ramen noodles, more ice cream with hot fudge, pizza, and bacon cheese burgers with fries (obviously). Wow.

Now typically even on my worst ww weeks I would eat maybe 2 of those things tops. I set myself up to fail with those crappy groceries, and I knew what I was doing. It all started with getting the bigger bridesmaid dress and knowing I could lay off the dieting. Snowball big time.

Even worse since I am not working I do nothing all day but sit on my butt watching tv. How sad is that? This has got to stop.

The 30 day shred should come tomorrow (netflicks) SO I can start then. I sub at my old school in the afternoon too.

I look at houses on Wednesday (3 hours away) so that will probably be a no go day but I will definitely get a work out in looking at 10+ houses. I am going to focus on doing something everyday even if it is just a 30 minute walk that is so much more than what I am doing now.

So I may not shred today but I will get out and walk a bit....right now.