Saturday, January 23, 2010

I cannot believe

I weighed in this morning. I cannot believe that I have gained back 8 of the 20 lbs I lost. I can really feel it in my clothes and it sucks. I have just let go since the holidays and it is not working. I really thought that as long as I was eating in the same manner that I would just ...not lose but to gain this much really sucks. Its not like I am eating crispy cream burgers.

Mentally I dont really care what the number is but the bottom line is that my clothes are getting tight and that sucks. Most of my dress pants were a little tight to begin with but the muffin top has baked over at this point. I f'n hate muffin top.

I feel so freakin free not counting what I eat. It is amazing. But is not working.

I just wanted to keep you all updated with all that is going on with me. Not good news but it is what it is. Not sure whats next but I will keep ya updated.


Beth said...

I sympathize. I know I gained after the holidays, but I am afraid to weigh. Some clothes still fit, some don't. I know I have kept SOME of the 40 lbs off though, so I feel good about that. I am afraid to 'not count', I don't trust myself yet, maybe I never will. I am back on plan now, and you can be, too!!

Anonymous said...

Just came across your blog...

I feel your pain. I just restarted for the umpteenth time. I hate regaining weight...ugh!!!

Lucy said...

Hello-just joined your blog. I too sympathize with you. I know I gained a few pounds from the holidays and actually I didn't mind it too much. Then my "baggy" pants were no longer baggy!lol! that's when I knew I had to get back to the grind. Even now it's a bit tough...but I've dusted myself off and chalk it up to "it is what it is" - forward soldier!

Hang in there. You can make it.