I lied. Originally yes I was eating with some healthfulness in mind and then well dinner happened. I went to Arbys and ordered all the stuff I usually NEVER even think about eating. We are talking a meal of mozzerella sticks, curly fries, and jalapeno poppers. It was ridiculous really. I didn't even truly enjoy it. What a WASTE. I feel ill.
Sometimes I think that this has to happen in order for me to move forward. You can only be stuck at the same plateau area for so long before you break. So now that is in the past and I am moving forward now, not Sunday as planned. It has already gone too far. Did I mention that I feel sick?
I just looked back at some before pictures of myself and have realized that even though I have only lost 10lbs my body has changed so much and I don't want to mess that up. I need to move forward in my weight loss and do what I need to do.
Tonight I am babysitting so I will catch up on some homework while the kiddies sleep and then make a good grocery list for the week. I need to find a lunchbox that fits in my backpack or is easy to carry something slim so that it is easy to carry around. I also think I want to splurge on one of those metal water bottles because they seem to keep the water nice and cold which is a must for me. Anyone have one? What do you think of it?
Sometimes you need to fall hard in order to really pick yourself up.