I think that I will drop my daily points down 2 and see what happens. This worries me only because when I know that I am running out of points for the day it makes me nervous. I think that I cannot possibly do it and I give up. Well that is actually my typical action in such situation however I am feeling strong.
Why am I feeling so strong even though I am not losing anything and working so hard? Well I don't know. I am so used to just giving up but this time I am feel ok. I want to lose but I know that if I give up I won't but if I keep trying then I might. Giving up is no longer a choice.
It's funny I know that I am at my highest weight I can feel it in my clothes but for some reason I feel thinner. It is so strange. I feel strong, I feel more healthy, I feel much more ok.
Now if only my pants fit.
I'm going to keep on going, it's not easy but it will be easier someday.