Thursday, September 25, 2008

Wow..

Wow, is all I can think right now, I am a bit in shock I think. I just pulled out an old journal to check on some measurements and compare where I am now as opposed to the last time I measured. I randomly turned to a page from September of 2006. On the bottom of the page it said " lose 20lbs before Christmas" 
If you don't really read my blog much this statement probably doesn't seem all that abnormal. But if you are very observant you may have noticed that almost 2 years to the day later I made the same goal. I didn't reach my goal in 06 and I was lighter  then than I am now. 

This just struck me as well I'm not sure how I feel. All I can think is wow.  It is almost sad to me that I have wasted 2 years with no loss. I just want to find something that works for me. I mean I have been eating 1200-1400 calories a day and working out 4-5 day a week 30 min-60. The basic math is there I should be losing weight. I'm not asking for a lot just some progress. 
I am feeling pretty discouraged and sad...I have a lot of thinking to so. 

On the plus side I don't have any urge to turn to food right now. I really feel like I have gotten a good hold on my emotional eating. Also I am not thinking of giving up on my healthier diet, I refuse to give up. I know I have said this before and I will probably say it again but I have no choice but to keep trying. I want to be healthy. 

2 comments:

Diet Coke and Zingers said...

You know, if you're right! Those numbers don't add up at all! I'm thinking maybe you should go see your doctor... could you have a thyroid problem like me?

Diet Coke and Zingers said...

I meant to say, I think you're right... not if you're right. Sorry!